your choice

Assalamualaikum..

i want to tell you a story
something i watched on nat geo awhile ago
which is reallyyy touching
i think you would feel the same too

a leopard.. as you all know,is a hunter
it feeds of other weak animals and feared by all
little did we know that behind the strong exterior, is actually a sensitive being
in the show that i saw
the leopard had attacked a baboon
the baboon obviously died but the leopard hadn't notice that there was a baby baboon dangling to the mother baboon. auwhh~

when the leopard realised this,guess what she did?
she took care of the baby baboon dudes! mashaAllah
fyi,baboons and leopards are enemies since way back
and yet, she took care of the baby like it was her own
she didn't even feed of the mother baboon so that the little one could feed off what's left of the mother's milk
smelling the scent of blood, hyenas came to eat the left overs
the leopard protected the baby and she took the baby up on a tree so that it would be safe
throughout the night, she took care of the baby though the baby almost fell off the tree a few times
sadly, when dawn came, the baby baboon was discovered lifeless
indeed the whole story was touching
mere words can't describe the real thing that happened

auwhh. so cute! >.<

the baby baboon has probably considered the leopard as its mother

opsy daisy. i'm coming for ya little one!

this shows that even animals have maternal instincts
they could care for a child of another species, the baby of their enemy nonetheless!
i'm not talking about home animals here, not cats, not dogs, not pets but the predators!
where does this put us humans? i should say beneath the levels of an animal
while animals are not blessed with an intellect such of a human being

given the intellect, the physics, the emotions, how could humans have the nerve to this??

and this

and this :'(

astaghfirullah
people,this is so sad
pictures shown by uncle google are worse
i just couldn't bear to see anymore
if you wana see more pictures,you can ask uncle google yourselves

don't you feel sad? don't you?? if you don't, there is something seriously wrong with you!
those innocent kids pay the price of your bastardly behaviors
dudes, shame on you!
i know that you have nafs in you, but this is just so low

its is said that the angels have the intellect but no nafs. all they do is worship Allah and do what they are told to do
the satans have nafs but no intellect. they know but their arrogance has clouded their judgement and refuse to follow Allah's orders
the humans have both nafs and intellect. even if you have nafs, you have the intellect to control you
now, its your choice to choose. to be above the angels or to be below the satans

make your choice. the RIGHT choice
wallahualam

my heart ain't strong

..Assalamualaikum..

i'm scared. like really scared. seriously frightened. why you ask?

well..
i'm sacred not just right now,but til the end of my life.
scared of what might be the answers to these questions
will i die in husnul khotimah? will i be worthy of heaven?
have i done enough deeds? how much are my sins?
are they forgived? are my worships accepted and enough?
these questions keep popping in my head
and i know i won't know the answers til judgement day O.o
it just scares me that the answers to the questions might be negative. huuu.
but at this particular moment, during this period of time before i meet my husband, before i'm married
i am PETRIFIED of my relationships with men
no i'm NOT in any relationship. heck i DON'T want to be in one
i meant relationships as in friends
i know a few guy friends and majority of them are nice
especially the 'barai's or the usrah guys
but i'm scared if one or two or any of them are so nice to me, i might fall
seeing and knowing good guys make my heart fluster. fuh.
and i hate that. i absolutely hate that.
i have been in relationships before and i regret them. all of them.
being in relationships made my heart weak
prone to adultery of the heart for liking or missing or loving a guy
prone to give in to my nafs's desire
prone to be deceived by satans' tricks and cons
when all i want to do is save all that for my husband
but i know i can do this. i know i can.
and i will fight the feelings til the very end.

i only know 2 ways that i practice to avoid from falling
1. consulting my heart to be tame, istighfar and remember Him
2. lowering my gaze. but at times ,this kinda fails. huuu. but i'm still trying my best to consistently resist

for Allah has mentioned in Surah An-Nur ayat 31

"And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty..."

amd THIS is an article regarding this matter, the gender interactions. may this help me,you,us,them,him,her

i am sooooo grateful that i am not so close with any of my so called guy friends
and i am grateful that they don't attempt to do so too
in a way,i feel like it is Allah's way of protecting me
Alhamdulillah

so NAFS, I AM AT WAR WITH YOU >.<
and i will win. insyAllah.

let us all battle and may we all win this war!!

these are greatly encouraged

shy shy cat

..Assalamualaikum..

hokay. the last post i did,i rambled

so enough with rambling

lets get serious!

i'm not talking about cats

but have u ever heard of shy shy cat?

its the direct translation of malu malu kucing in malay

well,basically its just being shy :)

Diriwayatkan daripada Ibnu Umar r.a:” Suatu ketika Rasulullah SAW terserempak dengan seorang Ansar (lelaki) yang sedang menegur saudara lelakinya kerana ia sangat pemalu. Ketika itu juga rasulullah SAW bersabda:” Biarlah dia kerana malu adalah sebahagian daripada iman.” (Bukhari)

Narrated Abdullah ibn Umar (ra): The Prophet (saws) passed by a man who was admonishing his brother regarding Haya and was saying, "You are very shy, and I am afraid that might harm you." On that, Allah's Apostle said, "Leave him, for Haya is (a part) of Faith." (Bukhari)

Narrated by Abu Huraira (ra): The Prophet said, "Faith (Belief) consists of more than sixty branches (i.e. parts). And Haya is a part of faith." (Bukhari)

see how important haya(shyness) is?

its part of our faith

and the Prophet constantly reminds us of that

i like being shy and i like to see people being shy

for me,its a way of showing humility

the most important thing is,we need to be shy not only to people,but also to Allah swt

for He knows everything that we do

where ever we hide,He can see

whatever we do,He knows

without shy and shame,its dangerous 

we won't be shy and ashamed to commit sins anymore even though we know that He knows

oh yeah,be ashamed of the angels too

don't forget that they are on our shoulders

writing every good and bad deeds we do

so keep your shyness my dear friends

its a blessing :)

kita buat jahat,sebenarnya ramai yang tahu kan

malunyaaaa

hee ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥

..Assalamualaikum..

Okay,i wanted to make a new post for awhile.

But my assignments have been stopping me from doing so.

jealousy that my friends keep making new posts cannot be concealed no more!

..and now..

i'm all yours babeh! :)

I think i wanna talk about marriage in this post :D

yes,u read me right. MARRIAGE.

i've been wanting to post about this topic ever since i started the blog. hee.

but its a topic that i'm quite shy to talk about. ehem.

I've been talking with dayah on facebook about marriage and i've finally decided to make the post.

my roomy,my friends all know that i really want to get married.

and they wonder why. hurm?

its not like i have a boyfie to get married to.

and that i have a lot of money to spend on the wedding.

and that i'm mature enough to be a wife and mother. am i?..

u guys must think that i haven't even finished studying but already wanting to get married!

so gedik! so gatal! so desperate! :P

it ain't the truth if i deny that (but i ain't desperate though)

behind all that,there's a looot of reasons why i feel so.

let me tell u why..

1)i can avoid adultery. the world is daaaangerous place. filled with disobedience to The Creator. when u r married,the husband or wife protects his or her companion: by providing security; by helping to keep the eyes restrained and the private parts protected.

2)when a man marries,he has fulfilled half of his religion.

The Holy Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him) said:

"If Allah grants a Muslim a righteous wife, this helps him preserve half of his religion (faith). He should, therefore, fear Allah as regards the other half."

3)u gain lots of rewards just for touching and looking at your married companion ♥
(refer to video of ustaz kazim below)

4)death is always near. u could die in a blink of an eye. so before my death comes,i would love to have a family. a baby,a righteous child that can pray for me when i'm gone.

5)i looove babies,kids. i want to take care and play with my child. eee :) but i do want sometime alone with him for like a year or two. hehe.

i would love to list more,but i bet u would get bored reading this post :P
treat yourselves with these talks from sheikh khalid yasin and ustaz kazim elias :) :

ustaz kazim elias

sheikh khalid yasin
at this point,i really don't mind who i marry.
whether i know him or not.
as long as he is a good man,of righteous faith,with a sense of humor :D
and that my parents approve of him,i'm all set to go.
besides,a great marriage is not when a perfect couple comes together,it is when the imperfect couple learns to enjoy their differences.

Allah S.W.T. has promised:

"Women impure are for men impure, and men impure for women impure and women of purity are for men of purity, and men of purity are for women of purity: these are not affected by what people say: for them there is forgiveness, and a provision honourable".  [Surah An-Nur 24:26]

you are what you get.
so focus on your iman.

strengthen your love to Him first.

thats what matters most.

insyAllah,u will get someone of equal faith n kindness.

oh yeah. i don't really want a big marriage.

no sitting on the bridal bed,renjis mawar and stuff.

thats HARAM btw.

as long as my friends and family can come.

even a marriage like ustaz kazim says here will do :)

♥ THE END ♥

SMILE :)

..Assalamualaikum..
a fact about me is that i love to smile.

and it just makes my day when people smile back ♥

look at these smiles

don't their smiles just make ur day?

oh okay,so fahmi didn't smile.

but still he makes my day too :P

hehehehehehe :D

and i don't smile just for fun.

it IS fun but i also hope that my smile makes someone else's day too.

its give and take,a win-win situation.

plus,when u smile,u'll get rewarded too.

so we both get rewarded!

oh the simplicity of Islam! :)

and may i say that u guys just look so so much handsomer and prettier when u smile.

the truth! from the bottom of my itsy bitsy heart. hehe.

those who already love to smile,good job,keep it up!

those who don't,cheer up!

sometimes smiling through a problem just makes it much more easier.

so SMILE SMILE SMILE! :)

smiling is charity~

love so so much ♥

..Assalamualaikum..
do u guys know this guy?

this is sheikh khalid yasin.

from what i have researched,he is an american african muslim living in the uk.

he converted to Islam while he was in military.

I loike to hear his dakwah just like how i loike ustaz kazim's.
u wana hear his dakwah?

this is one of them :)

so the topic is....

what do u do if u love someone so so much but u can't get married?
thats the answer guys --> stay away from them!
its not like if u stay away from them,its the end of the world.
or.. u can't live without them. right?.. right?..
those statement are just overrated. u know it and i know it.
that love so so much is coming from ur desire,nafsu. fight it! 
we are fighters,yeah! :)
in fact,fighting ur lust,desires is the biggest jihad.
because once ur involved in these kinda things,ur gona stray.
first ur texting,than calling,then going out together in groups,
then ur going out just the two of u.
and everyone knows when an unmarried couple meets alone,
satan is amongst them.
this will eventually lead to "u know what". hmph.

Hadith - Ahmad and Al-Tirmidhi 3118, Narrated Umar ibn al-Khattab , Tirmidhi transmitted it.
The Prophet(SAW) said, "Whenever a man is alone with a woman the Devil makes a third." 


basically,what i'm saying here everyone already knows.
its a reminder to me,u,them,they,we,us.
its just a matter of choosing Islam above ur desires.
ask urself,can u live ur life with the love of ur life
that u love so so much
but without the love of Allah SWT?
.nauzubillah.


if ur married,thats a different story.
so lets get married! :D

learn and learn some more

..Assalamualaikum.. 

this girl is sooooo cute right?

i just love the way she says the morning duaa and takbir.

but what amazes me is that how a child of that age can know so much.

heck i didn't even remember the morning duaa (this is embarrassing :'( ).

and i feel embarrassed that i have so little knowledge compared to the young girl.

"It is only those who have knowledge among His servants that fear Allah."

(Qur'an, Fatir 35:28)

"And say: My Lord increase me in knowledge."

(Qur'an, Ta-Ha 20:114)

"Proclaim! (or read!) in the name of thy Lord and Cherisher, Who created"

(Qur'an, Al 'Alaq  96:1)

yes,my dear friends. Seeking knowledge is a way of life in Islam. no matter if its science,religion,maths,physic,history. hey,they're all knowledge ya know. In fact,if we die while seeking knowledge,InsyAllah,we are martyr(syahid). We die in the righteous path. So regardless our age,seek knowledge sincerely. A 2 year old kid can learn so much,why can't we? Fit as a fiddle,mind mature n sane. The world,heck, the universe is so vast and wide. There's so much to learn. And at the same time,it makes us ponder the power of the Al-Mighty. So orderly,so harmonized,so magnificent. To the smallest,the largest,the prettiest,the hottest,well..  u get my point. Think about it.

if only i had..

..Assalamualaikum..

familiar with that sentence? yeah,i've said it before too. a lot. but have we ever thought of "i'm grateful because i have.." are u getting the picture here? 


we humans are never satisfied with what we have.


already having a nokia 3110,now i want a blackberry. 
ugh,i'm short. if only i can be 2 inches taller.
look at me! i'm so fat! if only i had a body like *****~
already blessed with great family and friends,but we roll our eyes hearing their nags.


okay,who likes to be nagged. but they nag because of something we're doing wrong. don't take everything u have now for granted. u might lose them someday and don't say i didn't warn ya. Allah has given us A LOT. open your eyes,your heart,your mind(this is so maher zain :) ). 


your healthy body,caring family and friends,a sane mind to think with,your LIFE.

all of that and more is a blessing. be grateful guys.


these past few days i've come to know some friends who are less fortunate and it made me think. they touched me with their bravery. how strong they could be. would i be the same if it was me in their shoes? it made me so grateful with everything i have now.


to the friends,sisters,brothers who are less fortunate,u still have your life to be thankful for. being able to see the magnificent world He created. remember Allah won't test u with something u aren't capable of.


Narrated Al-Mughira: The Prophet used to stand (in the prayer) or pray till both his feet or legs swelled. He was asked why (he offered such an unbearable prayer) and he said, “should I not be a thankful slave.”  (Sahih Bukhari – Book #21, Hadith #230)