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i think i broke a record this morning. i went to the hb3 foodcourt wearing a kain batik. homaigoshh. what was i thinkinggg. segan segan. haha. but then again, guys can wear kain pelekat anywhere, why can't girls wear kain batik anywhere too? right?

your choice

Assalamualaikum..

i want to tell you a story
something i watched on nat geo awhile ago
which is reallyyy touching
i think you would feel the same too

a leopard.. as you all know,is a hunter
it feeds of other weak animals and feared by all
little did we know that behind the strong exterior, is actually a sensitive being
in the show that i saw
the leopard had attacked a baboon
the baboon obviously died but the leopard hadn't notice that there was a baby baboon dangling to the mother baboon. auwhh~

when the leopard realised this,guess what she did?
she took care of the baby baboon dudes! mashaAllah
fyi,baboons and leopards are enemies since way back
and yet, she took care of the baby like it was her own
she didn't even feed of the mother baboon so that the little one could feed off what's left of the mother's milk
smelling the scent of blood, hyenas came to eat the left overs
the leopard protected the baby and she took the baby up on a tree so that it would be safe
throughout the night, she took care of the baby though the baby almost fell off the tree a few times
sadly, when dawn came, the baby baboon was discovered lifeless
indeed the whole story was touching
mere words can't describe the real thing that happened

auwhh. so cute! >.<

the baby baboon has probably considered the leopard as its mother

opsy daisy. i'm coming for ya little one!

this shows that even animals have maternal instincts
they could care for a child of another species, the baby of their enemy nonetheless!
i'm not talking about home animals here, not cats, not dogs, not pets but the predators!
where does this put us humans? i should say beneath the levels of an animal
while animals are not blessed with an intellect such of a human being

given the intellect, the physics, the emotions, how could humans have the nerve to this??

and this

and this :'(

astaghfirullah
people,this is so sad
pictures shown by uncle google are worse
i just couldn't bear to see anymore
if you wana see more pictures,you can ask uncle google yourselves

don't you feel sad? don't you?? if you don't, there is something seriously wrong with you!
those innocent kids pay the price of your bastardly behaviors
dudes, shame on you!
i know that you have nafs in you, but this is just so low

its is said that the angels have the intellect but no nafs. all they do is worship Allah and do what they are told to do
the satans have nafs but no intellect. they know but their arrogance has clouded their judgement and refuse to follow Allah's orders
the humans have both nafs and intellect. even if you have nafs, you have the intellect to control you
now, its your choice to choose. to be above the angels or to be below the satans

make your choice. the RIGHT choice
wallahualam

imam muda 2 :)

Assalamualaikum

imam muda 2 is out!

they just did the opening ceremony of the new season a few days ago and it looks like the competition is tough!

the new faces gleam of innocence awaiting the challenges set for them

who are they? jeng jeng jeng

a sabahan who is a kafa teacher

he teaches kids how to read the quran and the kids love him <3

oh yeah. he is the 13th son out of 17! like wow his mom! :O

he has qualifications on designing and styling hairstyles

versatile!

imam muda amar from aloq staq!

he is still a university student

there's just something about him that gets to you. like seriouslyy..

not kidding. i'm a fan of him :P

imam muda got so famous that we have now contestants from other countries!

imam muda mujahid is from woodlands singapore

and he used to be a gymnasts during his school years! :O

err. i duno much about this imam muda.

i just know that he is a fasilitator and a counselor :)

imam muda nazrul is only 26 years old

but he is already a headmaster at a religious school! :O

oh p/s: he's married with a son and another one coming soon

this one just got married lohh

and he's an engineer dudes

coolness

he is only 19 going on 20 years old

but he is already a tarannum teacher, a gift inherited from his father, so they say

 he is a brother of a local nasheed singer! wonder who it is? :)

and he is a student in piloting if i'm not mistaken

another international contestant!

this one is from brunei and he is a mosque officer

imam muda fakhrul is already an imam in his hometown

a grad student from the middle east. phew

imam muda hassan is 26 and he is already a part time lecturer!

oh mann.. these imams are so successful

looks like its gona be a tough one this season

my personal favs are imam muda amar and imam muda nazrul

imam muda amar, basically cause he's from kedah. haha :P

but if u watched him in the tests episodes,dang he is good

and imam muda nazrul is no less greater than him

during the tests he was like ok,but then the judges told him to give all out

then he was like amazing! :O

so modest of him

and his face is just so calm and always smiling. gosh.

calms the heart man

watching imam muda always gave me the goosebumps

and the show is so overwhelming

its touching to see that there are actually a lot of talented and good guys out there

and its great that imam muda exposes the society with these things

instead of tuutttt akademi fantasia and tuttttt mentor and tuutttt mari berdansa and also other tuttts

which are definitely not good foods for the soul

no matter how tough the competitions are or what the prizes may be

it is important to remember that the nawaitu must always be because of Him and for Him

not for fame, not for money, not for showing of how good you are

and for us the audience, we musn't watch it just to waste our leisure time with

lets take the lessons available and learn and our nawaitu must be straight too

not to watch because they are potentially eligible husbands *though they indeed are. ehem*

or to just have some fun watching it

this applies to everything you do

not just watching imam muda

that way, you would always get benefits from anything you do :)

which one is your favouite? :)

my heart ain't strong

..Assalamualaikum..

i'm scared. like really scared. seriously frightened. why you ask?

well..
i'm sacred not just right now,but til the end of my life.
scared of what might be the answers to these questions
will i die in husnul khotimah? will i be worthy of heaven?
have i done enough deeds? how much are my sins?
are they forgived? are my worships accepted and enough?
these questions keep popping in my head
and i know i won't know the answers til judgement day O.o
it just scares me that the answers to the questions might be negative. huuu.
but at this particular moment, during this period of time before i meet my husband, before i'm married
i am PETRIFIED of my relationships with men
no i'm NOT in any relationship. heck i DON'T want to be in one
i meant relationships as in friends
i know a few guy friends and majority of them are nice
especially the 'barai's or the usrah guys
but i'm scared if one or two or any of them are so nice to me, i might fall
seeing and knowing good guys make my heart fluster. fuh.
and i hate that. i absolutely hate that.
i have been in relationships before and i regret them. all of them.
being in relationships made my heart weak
prone to adultery of the heart for liking or missing or loving a guy
prone to give in to my nafs's desire
prone to be deceived by satans' tricks and cons
when all i want to do is save all that for my husband
but i know i can do this. i know i can.
and i will fight the feelings til the very end.

i only know 2 ways that i practice to avoid from falling
1. consulting my heart to be tame, istighfar and remember Him
2. lowering my gaze. but at times ,this kinda fails. huuu. but i'm still trying my best to consistently resist

for Allah has mentioned in Surah An-Nur ayat 31

"And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty..."

amd THIS is an article regarding this matter, the gender interactions. may this help me,you,us,them,him,her

i am sooooo grateful that i am not so close with any of my so called guy friends
and i am grateful that they don't attempt to do so too
in a way,i feel like it is Allah's way of protecting me
Alhamdulillah

so NAFS, I AM AT WAR WITH YOU >.<
and i will win. insyAllah.

let us all battle and may we all win this war!!

these are greatly encouraged